The worst part about living with depression is no one understands . They say things to me like but you're so happy ? You're so full of life . But you're an amazing singer . Yea I'm all of those things and depressed . I'm writing this in the car as I leave a huge corporate event and I left because my emotions got the best of me . This was something that is a huge part of the career I chose and because of my depression I could not fully enjoy it . I'm so tired of my depression winning and at this point in ready to say death to my depression . I'm ready to live everyday of the rest of my life in happiness ! If you have depression you know what it's like to miss out on something because of your overthinking over analyzing and constantly wanting things to be perfect . I now realize that nothing will ever be perfect you just have to see the positives in everything . Instead of letting one little thought manifest and consume your life push that thought out of your mind Immeadiately . Replace it with a happier more joyful thought . No more missing out on the best moments of your life . Your depression has ruled for too long and now it's time for you to rule .

Music was there when no one else was . Whenever I was sad music was there to cheer me up . There was always someone out there who understood , the artist seemed to be going through the exact same thing I was going through or had been through it at some point in time . Every time I heard a lyric that directly related to me and what I was going through I felt a little less alone in this world . Every time a song spoke of a feeling I longed for it made those feelings become real in that moment in that song . Some lyrics are so iconic they just stick with you forever something so simple as "I don't ever want to feel like I did that day , take me to the place I love take me all the way " can have a meaning to me and be a completely different meaning to you ! I think of that specific lyric when times get bad and I remember that things were worse once before . The best part about music is when it hits you you feel no pain ! Music can make the happiest moments come to life ! Ever sing your favorite song when you're happy or ever say I have the perfect song for this moment ! That's the power of music baby 💕

The girl you see above is a excited high school girl who was just so happy to be apart of something . I was excited to be apart of the #FreshAerMovement ! Being apart of the Movement has been the most amazing part of my life I will never forget finding Aers music !
Young and wanting to hear something new I went to good music all day I and found the video to feel I bring ! Clicked it and feel in love with it I fell in love with the music followed the boys on Twitter and Immeadiately started to promote and plan to meet them ! I built a relationship with David Carter miggz and Roo on Twitter so when I finally met them in Chicago they all recognized me and I was so happy to meet them and hang out after the show . I was In shock that they were so nice ! They all tweeted me pretty often and every time they came to Chicago I met them again and again !
Over the course of like 5 years I went to countless shows made countless friends and had amazing memories ! These people became my family ! My #FAM ! David and Carter always tweeting me when I needed them ! Roo making sure I could get into a show when I had trouble , and giving me the set list ! Shareeef for putting me on to new music ! Taylor for giving me his drumsticks after a show ! Thanks for EVERYTHING . I am forever grateful for everything you guys did for me ! Lastly Carter I will never forget the moment I am crying front row while you guys sing feel I bring and you hop off stage to hug me ! Never forget you walking on stage noticing me front row and literally saying "hey , how are you " on stage ! You guys truly cared about the fans .
So happy to have met Allie , Gabby , Angie , Shannon , Sara , mikayla , and Ari ! Forever my #FamSisters So happy to have met Hoodie Allen , Mayo , Alex Jordahl , Radical Something , Yonas , New beat fund , the lonely biscuits , RdgldGrn , Kidd Russel , MOD SUN , Cisco Adler and so many awesome great people because of AER ! I will forever remember all the great lessons I learned by listening to your music and all the fun turn ups I had listening to your music .

David and Carter I give you guys nothing but good vibes and positivity and I am excited for your future ! Love always @Kendra_Fam 💕