I’m saying goodbye to you,I need closure. Even though it’s been 3 years since we last talked I still wasn’t over it, I was holding on to some false hope that you would reach out to me but nothing .The last time we talked was when you told me to my face “I don’t want to be your friend anymore”, in the hallway of our high school .I fought but your mind was already made up. I hope you're happy, I hope you have the same happiness you had with me .I hope your new best friend is amazing because you deserve someone amazing .I use to be your someone ,we were more sisters than we were friends . I remember countless days and nights at your house ,hanging out with you and your family ,dancing with you. Dance was our thing , we would dance for hours .After you left me I stopped dancing .Dance was my life .You took my life . After you left me I cried, I cried like a baby and to this day I will never know what I did to make you stop being my friend .I wish I knew that my last time in your house would be my last time in your house .I would have looked a little bit longer, Hugged you a little bit tighter .It took a long time to heal and my New best friend was there to pick up the pieces . She picked me up and held me when I bawled my eyes out and asked her “why did she leave me ? why did she do that ?". My new best friend made me realize you were a bad friend all along.The things you use to get mad at me about she would never get mad at me about , she even dealt with me crying over you .To the girl who used to be my best friend you lost a true ride or die , you lost someone who would have stayed by your side forever but the truth is you didn’t deserve me you were not a true friend because a true friend would not have left and especially without a reason .You made me value real friends because they don’t flip out over the simplest things , they fix their problems instead of running from them. Because of you I can spot fake friends before they even show me. I think you left to teach me a lesson about friendship and life in general .The lesson I learned is if someone wants to walk out of your life let them. So thank you . I want to thank you for the laughter,the love ,the fun ,the bad times and the lessons learned. I will cherish them forever .If you ever think of me know I hope you're happy and I hope you know I don’t hate you. I just simply don’t think of you. Goodbye to you the girl who used to be my best friend .
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